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Date: May 27, 2004


From: *Sara




Hi back at you from Sara


I am in limbo and am in need of some help. Could you please pray for me. I just arrived in Washington. For the past 6 years a group of us have redeemed the land throughout the USA...last year we connected all the states together. While I was in that last state, Arizona, I was re-married to a pastor. When I went home to visit my family, he told me he changed his mind and didn't want to be married. My friends and church turned against me, and I was hurt by the church.


I am now living in Washington and feel like I can't trust anyone and have no direction on what God would like for me to do.


My ministry is to broken hearted, deliverance, healing, and I am a visionary. I feel like I am just waiting for God to take me to heaven and I have nothing to do anymore. I have lost contact with my daughter, my home, and everything I own. I feel like Job and it didn't take me as long as him to repent to whomever and for whatever the Lord showed me, and now I sit grieving.


I am grieving because I don't understand. I don't understand that when you are in the world, you expect the world, but when you are in the church, you expect love ........where is it? People would rather talk about you and turn their backs on you instead of listening, or coming with open arms towards you...these are brothers and sisters in Christ?????


I just need some prayer because right now, I have trouble even going to church anymore.


Thank you and blessings to you.

Sara

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Reply from: Pearl


Date:  May 28, 2004



Dear *Sara,


My heart goes out to you and I sense your pain.


It is also unfortunate and sad that your friends and church have turned against you at a time like this. I know it may seem difficult to do so, but the key to your healing is first of all to commit all your pain, feelings etc to the Lord and then forgive all those who have hurt and disappointed you. He wants to take your burden and pain away from you and off of you, but He cannot do so until you ask Him to do so. I am sharing this only from my own personal experience. Matt 11:28-30 says, "Come unto Me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and humble in heart and you will find rest for your souls. For My yoke is easy and My burden is light."


The Lord sees your pain and He knows more about this situation than you do, so when you commit it all to Him, as difficult as it may seem He will reveal more to you about it. Under the cloud of despair we cannot see or understand why something like this had to happen...only The Lord knows why.


It is not time for you to give up sister. Through all this pain, I sense the Lord has great things in store for you. I am sensing that there is greater work for you to do and for this reason your are being tested and tried and made stronger in Him for what He has in store for you. Like Job, you will come out much better than you were formerly. The Lord is taking you to an even higher level in Him. He is taking away the former and bringing you into His plans and purposes for this season...in these last days we are living in. Unfortunately even as I have experienced. It is through difficult situations like this that the Lord reveals the hearts of those around us and it seems that He is using this situation to do just that for you in order to draw you to Himself to prepare you for the great work He has in store for you. We cannot effectively minister what we have not experienced and there are many hurting souls out there.


You said you cannot trust any one anymore. I understand, the Lord dealt with me on this matter also. He gave me John 2:24 "But He would not entrust Himself to them, for He knew what was in a man." If our Lord knew the hearts of men and would not trust them...who am I to trust man?


You are His Beloved child and He cares for you...He wants to take this burden away from you. As I said before, I am not telling you what I have read or heard, I am telling you what I have experienced personally.


Like Elijah, I hid by the brook for many years, feeling rejected and betrayed by those I broke bread with.


I have sisters whom I fellowshipped with, prayed together, spent time together, turned their backs on me. They betrayed me and hurt me. It was not easy, but the Lord protected me, informed me and delivered me. He showed me in dreams exactly what was happening and from that I was able to understand what and who I was dealing with. This drew me closer to Him and allowed me to grow stronger in Him....now I am not distracted from His plans and purposes for my life.


I had to forgive them, love them and pray for them. I see where you said you cannot even go to Church anymore. My Sister the Lord may be dealing with you here as His Bride, because He is opening the eyes of His Bride and taking them out of the "loveless and structured church system," where His love and compassion is absent. He has removed me, so I am now free to worship and serve Him in spirit and in truth...time is too short. He will then bring you to people of like mind spirit, there you will feel loved, comfortable and blessed and most of all experience the presence of our Lord and Savior. I can honestly tell you that it was through this breaking away that He could finally release His Pearls.


My sister the Lord would say to you tonight, "When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and through the rivers, they shall not overflow you. When you walk through the fire you shall not be burned, nor shall the flame scorch you. For I am the Lord your God, the Holy One of Israel, your Savior. "In the midst of all this, pleas lift your beautiful face up to the hills from whence cometh your help....look into the face of your beloved...He had great things in store for you.


Tonight I pray for you:

Father it is in the Mighty, Matchless and Powerful Name of Jesus, our Lord and Savior, that I lift my sister up to you. I ask you to strengthen her in this hour of weakness. Take away her pain and pour your healing balm upon her broken and wounded spirit. Please bandage her up with Your Wonderful Peace and cause a spirit of rest to come upon her as you heal and restore her. I ask you to send forth your Ministering spirits to minister to her and bring like minded people her path. I ask you to remove all doubt, fear and shame away from her. Please put your loving arms around her and comfort her....In Yeshua's Wonderful, Precious and Mighty Name I pray. Amen


Bless you sister. Please keep in touch as I continue to pray for you.



Love, blessings and prayers.



Pearl

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Date: May 20, 2004


From: Mary



Praise God


Greetings my sister Pearl,


I am happy that you have been praying to be connected to some fellowship. I am Mary from Uganda, fellowship with Kireka Zion Church, Uganda. I would love to get in touch with you. God bless you.

Mary



Reply from Pearl:



Greetings Sister Mary,


It is nice hearing from you all the way from Uganda. I live here in the USA. Thank the Lord for His Divine connections.


Yes time is short and many hindrances have prevented me from doing what Our Heavenly Father has commissioned me to do. It is now time to go forth. Whatever He has entrusted to us is for His glory. He is worthy of all praise and glory.


May you be blessed and yes we will keep in touch.


Blessings,


Pearl

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Date: May 16, 2004


From: Yis'ela



Dear Pearl,


Your email about comforting the broken hearted just sounded too good to be true. Do you really mean it? I mean, I've heard countless promises about "being there" and "caring" yet when it comes time to actually be there and care they are no where to be found.


If I ever venture to ask about their promise to "be there", it isn't long before I am either lectured about putting too much trust in people (even though I haven't put ANY trust in people and they haven't been available for even the smallest amount of trusting) or the word "mental illness" becomes part of our conversation, even though I haven't said or done anything to even closely warrant that label. I'm very very sad, but not mentally ill. Do you have time to care about my heart?

Sincerely (but a little skeptical--sorry)


Yisr'ela




Reply from Pearl:


Date: May 16, 2004



Yisr'ela,


I am sorry you are skeptical about believing that there are people who sincerely care about wanting to help hurting people. It sounds that you have experienced much disappointment in this area.


I am very familiar with what your have shared. I myself have had to love and leave those who have counseled me in the flesh and not through the love of our Lord.


That is not our Lord's plan.


Our Lord Jesus (Yeshua) has called and appointed people like myself to be His hands extended reaching out to others who are hurting. It is not us the individuals who do the healing and mending, but we are His hands extended. A listening ear or a word of comfort is always helpful.


Isaiah 61:1-3 says ,


"The Spirit of the Lord God is upon Me, because the Lord has anointed Me to preach good tidings to the poor. He has sent Me to heal the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives and the opening of the prison to those who are bound; To proclaim the acceptable year of the Lord and the day of vengeance of our God. To comfort all who mourn, to console those who mourn in Zion. To give them beauty for ashes, the oil of joy for mourning, the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness; that they may be called trees of righteousness, the planting of he Lord that He may be glorified."


As you read these words, may you experience the Love our Lord Yeshua. He loves you and cares for you. He sees your heart which is always in the palm of His hands. Many may have disappointed you, but you are very special to Him. May you be comforted in His love today, even as He speaks to you through me.



Blessings and prayers,


Pearl

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July 31, 2004

This was sent to GPP and now it is made available for you to view as well.


This is coming in from Nigeria, Efe is a sweetie, one of my adopted kids. He sent a Holy visitation that I would like to forward. Thanks Kathleen.

July 30, 2004

DEAR Mom Kathleen,

BELIEVE IT ON NOT, THE FACT REMAIN THAT JESUS IS COMING BACK AGAIN. THE HOUR AND THE MOMENT WE DO NOT KNOW.LET'S PREPARE AS IF IT'S NOW AND LET'S PLAN FOR THE FUTURE AS NORMAL.

GET WISDOM GET UNDERSTANDING

PLEASE, THIS IS NOT A HOAX. TAKE IT SERIOUS!! IT IS AN EVENT THAT OCCURRED HERE IN NIGERIA TO A MINISTER OF THE GOSPEL. I WANT YOU TO TAKE IT SERIOUS, AS IT IS A WARNING TO THE PEOPLE.

A MINISTER WAS COMING FROM A MINISTRATION IN THE TOWN OF ADO-EKITI, A TOWN HERE IN NIGERIA WHEN A LONG THE ROAD HE SAW A WELL-DRESSED LADY WHO DRESSED "AS A CHRISTIAN SISTER SHOULD" HE ZOOMED PAST HER BUT THE SPIRIT OF THE LORD ASKED HIM TO GO BACK TO PICK THAT LADY. HE WENT BACK TO PICK HER AND AS THEY WERE CONVERSING HE DISCOVERED HE WAS RIGHT. SHE WAS A CHRISTIAN. AND SHE TOLD HIM THE FOLLOWING:

THE ANGELS OF GOD WERE READY TO BLOW THE TRUMPET LAST SUNDAY 20TH OF JUNE, 2004 THEY HAD ALREADY TAKEN THEIR TRUMPET AND WERE ONLY READY TO BLAST HAD IT NOT BEEN FOR JESUS THAT WENT TO THE FATHER ASKING HIM TO GIVE HIM FEW MORE MINUTE TO WARN HIS SAINT SINCE THEY WERE NO LONGER WELL READY FOR HIM. THEY WERE BUSY LOOKING FOR MONEY AND THE LOVE OF MONEY HAD FILLED THEIR HEARTS.

THE LADY THEN TOLD THE MAN THAT HE SHOULD GO AND WARN ALL THE WILL CARE TO LISTEN TO THIS AND SHE DISAPPEARED RIGHT IN THE CAR. SHE WAS NOT AN ORDINARY LADY BUT WAS AN ANGEL.NOW, WE DON'T KNOW SO MANY THINGS PART OF WHICH IS HOW MANY MINUTE GOD IS GRANTING CHRIST ELSE WE WOULD HAVE BEEN ABLE TO CALCULATE THE TIME WE HAVE LEFT, SO IN ESSENCE, WE DON'T KNOW HOW MANY DAYS OR WEEKS OR MONTHS OR YEARS WE HAVE LEFT BUT ONE FACT IS SURE: FOR NOW IS OUR SALVATION NEARER THAN WHEN WE FIRST BELIEVE:

PLEASE, IF YOU ARE NOT YET READY, WHY NOT ASK GOD TO COME INTO YOU HEART AND FORGIVE YOU. HE CAN DO JUST THAT AND YOU WILL NOT REGRET EVER DOING SO.

THANKS FOR TAKING THE TIME TO READ THIS MAIL, PLEASE ENSURE THAT MAIL DOES NOT END IN YOUR E-MAIL BOX. SHARE IT BY FORWARDING IT TO AS MANY AS YOU CAN. I DON'T WANT TO LIMIT YOU TO A PARTICULAR NUMBER."THANKS". I PRAY GOD WILL STRENGTH YOU AND COUNT YOU WORTHY AMONG THE CHOSEN ONES.

SHALOM.

YOURS IN HIS VEIN YARD

EFEJIRO
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July 22, 2004


From: Katherine Scott

Hello Pearlene,

Hope this message reaches you doing well. I have been on your web site and find that it's very refreshing to read words of comfort and the message that is so needed by hurting saints. I believe that when we allow The Holy Spirit to do his work through us the body, to bring glory to the name of Jesus Christ and preach His gospel and not our own agendas , the church will impact the world for God's kingdom. Creation is moaning and groaning for the true sons and daughters of God to appear. Those of us who will stand in the face of adversity and push back the gates of hell. Those who will continually intercede for the body and all believers in Jesus Christ. The kingdom of God suffereth violence and the violent take it byforce. We have to be strong warriors in this day and time in which we live. Stare the enemy in the face and declare the shed blood of Jesus is against him.

I have been having a lot of dreams lately, I sense The Holy Spirit presence as I lay upon my bed. One dream I had this week is the hard labor of women giving birth to their offspring. The room was filled with pregnant women, one woman had extreme diffuculty in delievering her child, it was a big baby and he was resisting coming out of her. How ever he was born and the mother rejoiced over him. Stature in a child so young a babe. So many of us are pregnant spiritually with our minintries and we have labored so long to be in the right place but we have been moved to and fro by the enemy of our souls to a point of frustration and confusion that we cannot birth our babies.

Do not despair for the Lord of hosts will deliver you and your ministry in due season. Rest in Him while you carry your baby, He will see it to fruition and delivery. Wait I say on the Lord and be of good courage and He will strength thine heart. He will send you a Mary to confirm your delivery. You will feel your babe leap in your womb. May the Lord of Hosts continue to pour out of HIs Spirt upon all flesh. I send my prayers of faith and love to my sisters who are in labor.


His handmaiden and daughter,

Katherine Scott

ReplyFrom: Pearlene

My Sister Kathy,

What a surprise and a blessing after coming in from work to receive your lovely and encouraging letter. You have always blessed and encouraged my soul. I post letters like yours on the site for others to be blessed and encouraged so I will be posting this one too.

Today was indeed a blessed day. My sister Irma and I worked and there is always such peace and victory as we worked together. She is a Precious daughter of Zion and together we stay in the spirit as we work. Sometimes she does the praying as we walk the halls of the unit and I do the singingJJ. There is always such sweet peace when we work together. Added to this wonderful day were your letter and a lovely one from DeeDee, James and Destany. You all made my day so special.

I made some delicious burgers for supper and then became a bit creative in my garden. I enjoy digging in the soil, but I HATE THE WORMS!!!!!!!! I am surprised they are not yet filled with the Holy Ghost, as I sap into tongues when I see them. Lol JJJ I had to stop as it was getting dark. JJ

I thank the Lord that GPP has been a blessing to you. I thank the Lord also for the lives of the saints who have been blessed. All Glory and praise to our Father and Lord and Savior Jesus Christ and to Precious Holy Spirit who speaks to my heart from Father God.

Your dream is very interesting. I too have had many dreams of either being pregnant or giving birth to babies. I have also dreamed nursing and the poor little baby was choking at the milk because it was so much.

It is interesting to note that in your dream, the room was filled with women in labour and one gave birth to a big baby after having had a difficult time in delivering this child. That is the picture of many, especially women in the Body of Christ. Many have been pregnant with the vision the Lord conceived within them for a long time and they have not been able to give birth. When we finally give birth it is indeed not a small baby, but a great work to do for the Lord. A great work does not necessarily mean a ministry with thousands. I am being reminded right now that the mustard seed is the smallest of seeds, but how great is our faith if it is even the size of a mustard seed!! How great is the work the Lord has placed within us!!

Many have had prolonged pregnancies or even aborted, due to the dictates and control of man. I thank the Lord for delivering me from all of that. I praise Him, because if I had remained under that, His "Pearls", the vision He conceived within me would not have been birthed. I was pregnant with "God's Precious Pearls  for a long time and came to a point when I felt she was dying within me until the Lord brought a wonderful woman of God, Sister DeeDee Best into my life and lifted my head out of the sand. She picked me our of the sand and spoke life to my withered bones and I was restored. The Lord has a way of bringing wonderful people…His people, like you DeeDee and others into our lives. Let us continue to pray for our sisters who are still pregnant and those who in the delivery room.

Holy Spirit spoke to my heart about a week ago that He wants us to see ourselves as He sees us and not as we have been made to feel that we are not "good enough."

Too many times we have been made to feel that way and that does not do any good for the Kingdom of God.

Holy Spirit said that Father has given us much authority and we are to walk in the authority He has given us. I tell you sister, I received those words with gladness and a readiness to go even more in Jesus' Name. It is not us, but the Spirit of the Lord in us; we have to rest in that fact and go in Jesus' Precious Name. See ourselves as empty vessels for the Master to pour into, thus touching the lives of others. This is my prayer for GPP and anyone I am in contact with. My desire is to carry the fragrance and presence of our Lord to His people who need that special touch or word of encouragement. There are so many out there especially as we see the days becoming darker. We are to allow Him to ignite the flame within us so the dross within us will continually burn up and we remain hot and on fire for Him. He said if we are lukewarm, He will spew us out of His mouth.

Sister, I thank you for being one of my Elizabeths, as we encourage and bless each other in the Lord. It was indeed a blessing hearing from you and we must stay in touch.

With love, blessings and prayers, I close.

Your sister in Christ,

Pearlene
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Date: June 27, 2004

From Paula

Dear Sister Pearlene:
Just wanted to say hello and update you on what God is doing in my life. I was very hurt when I wrote you, and you offered much encouragement to me when I needed it the most. God has been moving in my life and healing my heart. I am still very cautious of who I let in and who I don't. I start work on Monday at the Indian Reservation working for the summer with children.

I found a new church where the pastor is actually glad to see me walk in the doors and people are loving. Still have trust issues though and I know it will take some time before I can get passed that.

I just wanted to say hello and tell you thank you for your encouragement that you offered me. You are a blessing, a pearl among women.

Blessings,

Paula
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Date: June 07, 2004

From Paula

Hello Dear Sister Pearlene:

Thank you for this word. I feel that something is coming and coming soon....Independence Day. I am standing and hanging on by a thread. I feel like I have no placeto rest my head and no one to help me. Please pray for me.

In Him


Paula Parsons


Date: June 7, 2004


Reply from Pearl

My Dear Sister Paula,

Do not loose heart, just rest in the arms of Jesus, close to His breast.He will protect and keep you safe through all that is going on with you right now. He sees and knows all, even more than you know. Even when you cannot pray just call His loving Name which is above all names.


The Lord told me many years ago that when I need Him and I cannot even pray, I was just to call His Name...Jesus and He will be there. He said the sound of His Name is sweet to His ear. When we call His Name it comes up to Him as a sweet fragrance. I was even blessed to see it in the spirit. It went up like a ripple.

I do not know if you have children, but when a baby hears his/her mother's voice, it doesn't matter how noisy the surrounding that baby takes note and looks around for his/her mother. The Lord showed me that as I picked up my baby from the baby sitter many years ago.


I encourage you today, no matter how difficult the situation you are facing right now, the only person who has the answer is Jesus. Just pour your heart out to Him. He wants to help you. The Holy Spirit is your Teacher, Comforter, Guide and Friend.

I pray with you:

Precious Father, it is in the Name of Jesus, Your only Son, my Lord and Savior, that I come to you right now on behalf of my sister Paula. I ask you in the Mighty, Matchless Name of Jesus to comfort her, take away any pain, sorrow or burden from her and bless her with your Wonderful Peace. I ask you to send her Christian friends of your choosing to stand with her, to encourage her and to support her that she does not feel alone. Strengthen her today and pour upon her your spirit of joy and singing in her heart.I thank you Father. In Jesus' Precious Name, I pray.


Bless you my Sister,

Love and prayers,

Sister Pearl
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Date: June 07, 2004


From Kim aka Nava

My sister.
Todah rabah (thank you very much) for that word. I, too, have been experiencing much stirring in the way of His Presence urging me in continued, heightened holiness in light of the impending darkness. He's also urging me to tell the same to our that judgment is coming, and in fact, some are already beginning to feel the winds of change within close relations and friends. He woke me up at about 4:30/5 this morning and impressed upon me to read certain portions of the four gospels. I read the account of Luke 13:25-27 when Yeshua/Jesus told the pseudo-disciples to depart as He never knew them; how He came to bring a sword for those who choose to love Him truly and intimately against those who don't (Luke 12:51-53; 14:26-27); Matthew 24's account of Yeshua's/Jesus' prophetic warnings of coming judgment; Matthew 25 on the Ten Virgins; Watchful Servants (Luke 12:35); the Parable of the Barren Fig Tree (Luke 13:6); The Strait Gate (Luke 13:24-30); false Moshiakh's/Messiah's. My eyes were enlightened to the overriding theme that speaks of preparation for our King and that the costly ointment can only be found in close proximity to His Presence, nursing on the breast of His Torah, His loving instructions to us in both Testaments. I'm learning, akhoti (my sister), that many are called but so very few are chosen. In that I'm finding that only in developing a panting heart, through continual heart-dependence upon His Person, are we able to properly prepare for what's coming upon the face of this earth. Only in becoming intimate with Father will He grant us the secrets, the map to the underground railroad as it were, to overcoming these judgments. More so, He's impressing upon me that although the natural earth will experience the birthing pangs via judgment, that which must give way to the true revealing of the sons of Elohym/God will come, and in fact, is already beginning to dawn upon the household of faith and even upon certain members of my extended family.


There's much chaos going on with those whom I associate with online, the African Messianic Hebrews. As I've stepped out and dealt in the authority that the Father has granted me, I've been labeled everything from Jezebel to Satan's daughter, to Satan incarnate. The Father is using this community to train me to watch, wait and pray. He's showing me the false from the true and why He allows the false to seemingly move on. I'm also seeing, as I've already stated, the damnation upon those supposed disciples of Messiah but who only use His name for their own profit. I'm learning much, my dear sister. And again, I thank you for your obedience and your life of dedication. You are such an inspiration to me, and a warm spot in my day when after warring I click on my aol emails and see another pearl from you. I love you dearly, and I encourage you to continue staying in the Shabbat h' Y'shua -- the Rest of Jesus, for there no foe can withstand you!

Forever your sister,
Kim aka Nava
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